It's a bust

This cycle was a bust. I BFN and monster cramps from AF today. My hubby is so depressed I don't know what to do with him. We are going to try again next month but I'm cutting it close with my sick days at work with my vacation to New York coming up. My attendance at work is never usually a problem but this cycling is taking over my life and I'm really hoping my supervisors don't grow too suspicious of my numerous doctors appointments. I think they believe i have cancer or something..I do have a pituitary tumor but that's under control but I'll pull it out of a bag if i have to..... oh well it's back to the drawing board of 100 mg of clomid. Scan on day 12, trigger on day 14 and iui probably on day 16 if it's anything like the last two cycles. Pary for us

3 DAYS POST IUI

TODAY I AM 3 DAYS POST IUI AND 6 DAYS POST TRIGGER. i AND SO IMPATIENT AND STRIVE TO STAY CALM UNTIL WE CAN TEST. I HAVE BEEN TEMPING AND S FAR MY TEMPS HAVE BEEN STEADILY INCREASING AND I REALLY WANT TO TEST NOW EVEN IF IT'S A FALSE POSITIVE JUST TO ONCE SEE THOSE TWO LINES... :((
BUT I'LL WAIT CAUSE I HAVE TO SAVE MY MONEY AND DON'T REALLY HAVE ANY TO WASTE.
I HAVE HAD A FEW SYMPTOMS LIKE BLOTTING, GAS, A FEW CRAMPS AND FREQUENT URI NATIONS.. AND OFF AND ON LOWER BACK PANGS.. WE'LL HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE IF THEY ADD UP TO ANYTHING..

I'm back and in effect

Well i have been off my blog and not doing much as far as documenting my journey but i haven't been sleeping on my baby making ya'll.
Just today i was inseminated with a iui... my very first and hopefully i shouldn't need an other for a couple of years.
I ovulated about 3 eggs thanks to God and clomid at 100 mg.
My hubby produced a sample of more than 5 million sperm which my Doctor said was good.
So i will keep you guys posted on my day by day progress as for as symptoms and whatever else.
I'm so excited and so is the hubby .. i think right now he is a lil afraid even to hope for a baby. But the Lord will see us through.
I really like this new doctor. i think i picked a good one this time . i noticed that with the old RE if i had a scan or visit i would never see her. i would only see her at the actual procedure, With this doctor the only person to scan me or treat me was him. and only him i don't know if it is because he is a man or what.... who know. any way ima stay on my knees and pray myself pregnant

THE RESULTS ARE IN.....

The results to my dh SA came in and the results look "promising" that was the doctor's words. He said the count was about 20-30 million!! with 20% mobility. So i think all systems should be go with an IUI!! Pray for us!!

Next Step..

Well today we went to the lab and had my hubby's semen analysis done. we have to wait until Thursday until we get our results back but we are praying for at least 10 million count, with good health so we can move forward with our dream of IUI! Pray for us

Finally saw the doc..

We finally got to visit with the urologist today and learned basically nothing new. He put us on a regiment of sudaffed that will hopeful help my dh have antergrade ejaculations. Which means the sperms comes out instead of staying in. The regiment includes him taking about two suddafed 2x a day. This should help to tighten and tone his bladder neck. our fingers are crossed and hopefully our prayers will be answered.

Quick update

Hey ya'll, i know i have been AWOL for a while but i have been capital B U S Y! i mean really. working two jobs and extra hours to try and save the money we need to achieve my goals like our upcoming trip to New York and saving for fertility treatments. Our current task right now on that front is to find a urologist that specializes in reproduction. We found one but every time we schedule a appointment we get cancelled on! The last time this Monday, We were there at the office which we had to drive 45 minutes to get to, and i see i have a missed call (i guess the music was a lil loud during the trip) while waiting to sign-in in the lobby i listen to the message stating that the doc has stepped out for a emergency! I was LIVID! The poor reception wanted me to reschedule for three more weeks! i said NO WAY THIS IS THE THIRD TIME!! So she squeezed us in next week. If we don't see this doctor AND get good news on our situation. I'M GOING OFF!. What we hope to happen is that we try medication to reverse the retrograde ejaculation, If not i want a sperm analysis done to see if it would do any good to try IUI, if not we will go for IVF again. Pray For Us.